being a mom is the only roller-coaster i actually enjoy.

i am grateful to be a mom.  even though it is so hard sometimes. yes, mine is not the best situation.  yes, i wish i had a husband, oh wait, at least someone interested in even dating me.  yes, i wish i was a stay at home mom instead of working full time. i wish i didnt have to wake up at 5 everyday and leave my child at home with my mom.  but i am so grateful for my mom, who is the best mom. i am grateful for a job that i can support my son with. i am grateful he has so many people that love him.  his dad's family and mine are all very supportive, loving and want to be involved in carson's life. being a mom is a journey i am grateful to be on. so, im buckled in tight and got my hands in the air.